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Saturday, February 2, 2008
" blogged at; 8:23 PM
almost lost my life
just like that
ytd night
cried and
fell flat on the ground
with no strength at all
i only could
remember that
i was trying hard to grasp for air
that i just couldn't
breathe
was too much of oxygen for my lungs
my muscles were all tensed
unable to relax
was then given a plastic bag
to breathe
i slowed down
but still tensed
i knew i wasnt awake
i just doze off like that
feeling exhaust
the feeling of leaving was there.
somehow scary but
at the same time
thinking if i were to let go &
just leave
wouldn't be a bad choice too.
but i woke up
found myself on the bed
already.
thank god
i was saved
for once more again
my relapse was here.
till the day
i still thank god for what
had happened to me.
i knew i wasnt meant to leave
here yet
but to continue to have
faith and strength.
thank Lord.
-deep loved.
the runaway.


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